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10 January 2012, 22:27
It's just one of those days ~
It's just one of those days... One of those days where I engage in deep introspect, wondering vigorously about my relationship with the man in this picture. Our story is one that would lead an individual to mutter the words "overrated" or "cliché" for the various reasons that our relationship began as a middle school crush and ended in what seems like a lifetime cycle of love, passion, and intimacy. I often and rarely, at the same time, question if what Brandon and I have is something to be perceived as endless. Time and time, I grasp the impression that something this real can only be temporary. Something as real as our relationship does not compare nor does it contrast the typical and pre-determined plot of a modern day fairytale. Our relationship exceeds one's imagination. I sit outside, under the glares of the sunlight and embrace the breeze of the wind for it brings calmness and stillness to my insides. My mind may wander from time to time; however, my heart and my soul withhold not just the idea but the compassion and the truth of my fate with Brandon. He has always been someone I loved and he will always be that someone I put my faith and trust in whole-heartedly despite the many struggles and problematic chaos the world continues to strike me with. I know he feels the same way somewhere in his incandescent (through my eyes) body. At least I hope he still does. ...It's just one of those days
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I'm a soul-consuming individual. Passion extends to immense measures through my initiation. I write with reason. Occasionally, I make logic, but it's rare to become on a stable comprehensive level with me for I am naturally unpredictable. I am big on spontaneity and I get a radiant kick out of adventure. I love tremendously. I don't expect to become famous but I do have high standards when assumed to encounter someone fresh. I choose whom I want to stay and assist me in living and all that luxurious privileges. Not the girl next door. I'm not ordinary, not amazing.