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27 July 2009, 06:15
Call it as you read it
I must admit, "chances are more significant than ordinance and blessings." You see, long term notions can unexpectedly change everything in an instant. Change is gradual. It's amorphous and limitless. Internal and external. I don't contribute to change for the better because I absentmindedly have no knowledge of the "better" people speak of. Happiness; true, undeniable, treasurable yet vital happiness should not be taken for granted.
Some of us wonder, day to day about the numerous possibilities and mistakes that can alter a persona, well-being, CHOICE. By taking chances, taking risks, you're doubting yourself at the same time. We all feel the need for experience. We aren't anything if we're afraid to take leaps of faith. I am nothing when I pass up opportunities. Summer is unpredictable. Forgiveness is daily. Contemplation is painstakingly commenced before and after particular occasion.
J:
Among the triple threat "holidays" I did nothing but suffer of perhaps constant and false assumptions. I choose to stick with you through it all regardless of how painful it was or how comforting it was to see you tremendously happy. You make everything fun. No regrets, ever period. All the times you silently stood up for me. All the schemes we pulled. All the laughs we shared. No regrets, ever.
O:
Every word I say, every word I painstakingly write for you is sincere. I am grateful for the literal and metaphoric chapters we withhold. I catch myself curious george-ing our assumed step, measured mile. I choose to never hurt you; physically or mentally no matter what. No goodbye's ever. Non-existent forevers. Every memory, every spec of life you colored into my black and white. Be with me, always.
Call it as you read it.
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I'm a soul-consuming individual. Passion extends to immense measures through my initiation. I write with reason. Occasionally, I make logic, but it's rare to become on a stable comprehensive level with me for I am naturally unpredictable. I am big on spontaneity and I get a radiant kick out of adventure. I love tremendously. I don't expect to become famous but I do have high standards when assumed to encounter someone fresh. I choose whom I want to stay and assist me in living and all that luxurious privileges. Not the girl next door. I'm not ordinary, not amazing.