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31 December 2008, 08:53
Goodbye, Hello.
>2009!
Say your last goodbyes to 2008, the great.
A lot of transitions, reality blasts and phenomenal events.
I think 2OO8 left a big fat invisible scar on my heart.
It didn't take much to hit me, so it's all kickback.
A great amount of good and bad things made 2008 a confusing yet wild year:
+Family
My family changes all the time. Physically, mentally, drastically and unfortunately. There are many times where we all or individually wish to be the perfect American family, but whoever really succeeds y'know. I say that with my extremely imperfect, incomplete, and indescribable family members, everything is possible. The constant arguments, regrets, agreements, and so on... we have strengthened our small mark on the map of the world. Everyone is one of a kind, hard to find; sometimes perfect, mostly ugly.
+Friends
"Letting go isn't a one time thing..."
This past year has greatly affected my friendships. I don't think I seriously lost a friend, but I don't think I actually gained any better ones either. A little mingling can honestly change the whole 'clique' thing high schoolers encounter everyday. I admit, I miss my bestfriends. The ones who I felt knew less about me than most, but were there whenever and however I needed their help. 8th grade, "CIA" relationship is completely broken. ~Drama doesn't follow me, it rides on my back.
+School
I need a big ass break from procrastination, puh-lease. =/
+Love
I am entirely happy with meh boypren lover. We're not in love, :p This is like a choo-choo train. Obviously many bumps, but in the long run ~ it's smooth and dandy. Somewhat long distance, but not literally. It's all happy happy joy joy.
+LIFE.
2008 was thus the year I shed the most tears. The year my life fell apart and put itself back together slowly and carefully. Evidently, I underestimated myself; generally speaking. I love life's challenges and complications. It helps me build everything about myself.
Sooooooo, 2008 was indeed a oh-so-fab year. I wonder what's in store for everything mentioned and then some for 2009, wooooo ^^
18 December 2008, 18:09
( when it all falls apart )
It seemed like everyone was telling me that things are going to get better, but I only really understood it when you said it yourself. You have this way of making even the most twisted lie sound like the truth. You can even make something so uncool seem entirely funny. You're the opposite of misery. You're my last bit of hope for restoration. ♥
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I'm a soul-consuming individual. Passion extends to immense measures through my initiation. I write with reason. Occasionally, I make logic, but it's rare to become on a stable comprehensive level with me for I am naturally unpredictable. I am big on spontaneity and I get a radiant kick out of adventure. I love tremendously. I don't expect to become famous but I do have high standards when assumed to encounter someone fresh. I choose whom I want to stay and assist me in living and all that luxurious privileges. Not the girl next door. I'm not ordinary, not amazing. 