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I'm a soul-consuming individual. Passion extends to immense measures through my initiation. I write with reason. Occasionally, I make logic, but it's rare to become on a stable comprehensive level with me for I am naturally unpredictable. I am big on spontaneity and I get a radiant kick out of adventure. I love tremendously. I don't expect to become famous but I do have high standards when assumed to encounter someone fresh. I choose whom I want to stay and assist me in living and all that luxurious privileges. Not the girl next door. I'm not ordinary, not amazing.
	31 October 2008, 08:46 Halloween on GU Original plan was to go trick o' treating, but a few suggestions and a confirmation for a better plan changed our minds. :) Priestess, Mario, toga-like wannabe and greek goddess didn't roam the streets of Dededo tonight. Instead, we went out and had fun. Way passed curfew and we still were on a natural hiiiigh. Laughs, Smiles and loads of fun, :D --- On a different note, I feel empty. I don't know if I'm getting mixed signals or not. I used to be definite, but now it's resulted in bewilderment. Reality kicks in. Another downside is, I'm sick with the flu. Stuffy nose, sore throat and possible fever. KJ for the 4DAY weekend, y'know. >.O 29 October 2008, 05:57 Based on a little prayer I love you my child and until you discover that only in me is your satifaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with me; exclusively of anyone or anything else; exclusively of any other desires and belongings.I want you to stop planning, stop wiching and allow me to give you the most thrilling plan existing - one that you cant imagine. I WANT YOU TO HAVE THE VERY BEST. Please allow me to bring it to you. Just keep your eyes on me, expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing that satisfaction knowing that I AM. Keep learning and listening to the things i tell you. Dont look around at the things others have. dont look at the things you want. Just keep looking up to me or you will miss what i want to give you and then, when you are ready, i will surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you could ever dream. You see, until you are ready, and until the one i have for you is ready i am working even this minute to have both of you ready at the same time), until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I have prepared for you, - you wont be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with me and this perfect love. + I'm catholic, don't judge. This makes me want to tear. =/ (pauleen's good) ♥ Be Satisfied. , 03:41 When in doubt Falling for the 'right' person at the 'wrong' time is disappointing. Never put anything, anyone, or any place before yourself; you're just setting yourself up for regret. 28 October 2008, 03:42 labeled repetitive ____ reminded me of last sy. :P we're on a good level now, don't ruin that. :) run, jump, hug, tear, smile, laugh, escaaaape. ♥ -- i miss you, maribel gomez! <3 happy sixteenth, butterfly! ♥ i love you, i love you, i love you. -- it's like those few months of exhanges and feelings vanished through thin air. one look at you and all i see is the person i once knew. pfft, don't think i'm overreacting and all emotional. i'll need you when you start needing me again. :3 27 October 2008, 08:53 Can we rewind? I hate how nothing fucking rhymes with orange! If no one's willing to wait, then that's that. Prove yourself to me. I think I'm worth it, y'know? We made it this far, but a thorn got stuck in my foot. Giving up on me is like me giving up on myself. Give it your best shot. I don't mind the circles; you shouldn't mind the runaround. Percentiles below negative one, half past dunzo and full throttle on speed. 24 October 2008, 08:44 Gomez and her sixteen candles Gomez, this is for you. :P "The most beautiful discovery that true friends can make is that they can grow separately without growing apart." When the new high school was ready to open and we found out that you'd be redistricted to go there, though I didn't really show it, I was drop dead miserable. We've been through so much together and of course, we still have plenty of other things to do. I believe we met in the 6th grade and we weren't what you would call close, but it still counts. It was freshmen year where we started our strong relationship and hung out way too much considering we were, indeed, classmates for every single class. It was great, surviving our first year of high school together. Who knew being called, 'freshmeat' could be so easy? I mean, besides running rain or shine in gym class, everything else was pretty upside happy happy joy joy, yeah? And just when we thought our friendship expired, we were once again paired up in; was it three classes sophomore year? Anyway, whatever. Last year, was also another great year. It was extremely better than freshmen year only because we got to minus out gym class and all. And hey, we were also in student government together! That was definitely fun and memorable, dont you agree? I think the highlight of our sophomore year was student exchange week. I remember how you, Eileen and I were all giddy and excited for our visit to FD, mhmm. We had a great time there and we even still talk about that adventure to this day. In addition to the FD exchange, we had sleepovers, breakfast lunch and dinner dates, plenty (sometimes too much) bonding time. From all the nicknames including, nasty, slut and all that good stuff, to getting jiggy with it at school functions was very exciting especially with you. Not everything was all smiles and perfection though. We did have a lot of problems and the tendency to be immature and take things seriously, but eventually we'd get over it and you, Keisha and Eileen would start talking to me again. I always wondered why I was involved in all of the fighting. It was either Keisha and I, Eileen and I or you and I~fighting. It was never you guys against each other. I guess drama does follow me around, huh? So anyway, all the downside bad days, dilemmas and misunderstanding paid off in the end because look at us now. We still have time for each other. I think it's better now because you actually squeal and get all excited when you see me, which I'm not used to obviously. You're a great friend, maribel. In spite of all the things you'd go through, you always overcome those obstacles and finish what you started. You raised an amazing child, Mr&MrsGomez. I dont know what I'd do without such a wonderful, well-mannered, yet complex friend like you Gomez. Though you have to slow down with the spending, awwpoo. And I think I'm taking too much time up here and you're probably going to be tired of dancing with Mckevin, so yeaaah. Let's just say, our friendship is everlasting. i love you, Maribel. Don't waste all your tears on me now; you still have Eileen and Keisha to worry about. <3 23 October 2008, 10:32 Humanity Is procrastinating really the normal thing to do? Even when 90% of high school students promise themselves not to do it, still do it only because everyone else is doing it. I lag at life. Getting lectures on past experiences make me frustrated like !@#$%^&. Being a 4.0 student is hard to maintain nowadays. Careless, much.? Why are things so unbalanced now? When I focus on one thing, I tend to forget about everything else around me. As impossible as it seems, I keep making history repeat itself. Stupid love songs and heartbreaks. Pondering. Contemplating. I need that one block of free space just like in pie graphs; usb storage room. I want to overpower the blue space with the color magenta and slap on some knowledge with that. I can't believe it's come to that point in time where I used bad judgment on myself. 2NDQTR kills alrdy. I want another chance. 21 October 2008, 18:07 Beginning or Ending 'Fast-paced, hypocritical and JUST BECAUSE post' Ready or not, they moved to slow. They weren't building anything up, more like taking bits and bits of these peices we thought we could mend together only to discover they were just that borderline for one another. That distance from his past past origin to your future and most wanted destination. He and She were not much settlers, but this time it's done. Let's think about that other person for a second and look how he or she makes you happier than we can make one another. d-d-d-dude, school kills. let's conclude this laaater, :} 07 October 2008, 09:52 tick-tock It is only a matter of time before the past takes its toll on the present. Love rests well within the hands of heartbreakers. Criticism to a whole new level. The branches of an idea carry out certainty. 255, nosrvystodo.